
Affairs of The Heart” by Tee Merriweather
on Saturday, October 3, 2009 at 11:37am
It started out as a simple hello As she walked by while I held open the door What seemed so innocent lead to a conversation Which lead to secret rendezvous’ at the train station Was this the beginning of something so wrong Yet it feels like a verse from another sad song Listen I just want a little bit of your time Chill, relax, and have a few drinks and unwind I’ve been really stressed and you really ease the pain
Of going home to my husband and doing the same thing I mean I love him and all, but he doesn’t give me what I need You provide that in my life baby, you’re all I need I know it’s more complicated than it really sounds Believe me when I say this, I really need you right now Before you say anything I got this all figured out We both have significant others that’s without a doubt We can travel to different places just you and I Where no one know us and we don’t have to hide Think about it we can make this thing we have work I’ve found what I needed in you so I don’t have to search This will be our little secret one no one has to know I want you in my life so bad it’s really starting to show
Think about it will you do that for me please….Looking into my eyes as if it wasn’t easy to see That she wanted me in her life not for the sex But the mental and emotional stimulation I didn’t know what to expect Baby girl, let’s keep it real, you know how I feel Trying to juggle two lifestyles is tough as hell Honestly, I have deep feelings for you as well But this is a risky situation but only time will tell Are you sure you’re willing to risk everything you have For a chance to be happy with someone other than your man I’m not saying no because I want the same Really just trying
to find out if this is some sort of game Games are what I don’t like to play I’m really into you, but I guess you’re not feeling the same way You’ve got it all wrong, I’m being serious with this Love is something sacred that I truly do miss When I’m with you my day seems to change Into a brighter one and it doesn’t feel so strange How you make me feel just being beside you It’s hard to control myself, there’s so much I wanna do But I got a lot to lose as well and you’re worth the risk My mind is saying no,
but my heart is screaming yes Then what’s the problem, let’s just do what we feel is right And not worry about tomorrow, stay with me tonight Keep me safe in your arms and hold me close Together we will be consumed by a love overdose She don’t have to know and he won’t either I want you next to me, because I’m so eager To intertwine our bodies in the art of love making Losing all control of the moment while my body starts shaking Say no more, I’m yours simply for the taking Together we climb
that ladder of pure ecstasy our heartbeats are pacing As we start, wait wait wait baby this is so wrong what we are doing Now she’s having a moment of clarity this is so confusing She’s looking at me with confusion and lust in her eyes All the while ever so silent she begins to walk away with tears in her eyes I love you but I’m not ready to take that next step with you My life I’m ready to spend forever, until I die, with you I see nothing wrong with your hesitation but understand Our worlds are now intertwined even though I got a girl and you have a man But with all honesty why are
you doing this if you’re heart is making you think Watching you walk away in tears is making my heart sink I know and I’m sorry baby, but I run the risk of losing everything Nothing again you, because you make my heart sing So what’s really the problem if you feel this way Where are these words coming from that you’re saying At one point, I held you in my arms close to my heart The next minute
you’re saying these things to tear it apart Don’t walk out on what we have, because my heart can’t take the pain My soul has bonded with you and now you’re walking out again I meant everything I said, but this is difficult for me You wouldn’t understand the situation unless you open your eyes and see See what? Your house, your marriage, your kids, I’ve seen that I’ve taken all into consideration,
did you forget that I’m in the same boat as you are, but I’m still standing here Giving myself to you letting you know that I’m not going anywhere But I won’t pressure you into anything that you’re not ready for The last thing I want to see, is you hurt when you deserve so much more Everything is everything, as I watched her leave the room Breathing in as much of her perfume as I could possibly consume Watching her leave was hard for me to see, but it was for the best Hoping that she would come back and change her mind, if not, I can’t hold my breath…
I was not looking for no love affair…
By: Ami Brown
I was not looking for no love affair
no hunny not even there
as many times as I open my eyes
I just wanted you between my this
and
I was not looking for no love affair
and then this other guy
he pulled my hair
and I was like
ya maybe
one night …
I might
go there But
I’m… still not looking for no love affair see I feel like I’m waiting in vain for this one king
he makes my heart sing
and he visits me in my dreams….
and he says these words to me
that I never heard in me
and he paints in colors i only see in my dreams
and this one night he heard me….. breathing…..
heart beating…..
Windows steaming….
and I was not looking for no love affair
I was just passing the time while you weren’t there
I was just passing the time while you were not mine
and I’m not looking for no love af fair
And I’m not wait in vain for your love see
its your energy from your ancestry that makes me want to come… home to you because your energy is of the one I’m tuned into and I will bring you what you have been missing loved one
shelter from the storms….sun fresh baked bread for you dread a bath
and
a sexy woman…. A warm bed
AMI BROWN